Memories

Have you ever taken time out and really thought about who you are?

The memories you have, the things you have gone through that make you who you are today.
The amount of times you fell in love for no reason and how that person, those people impacted your life, made you who you are today.

The love letters and the hours in the sun.
The way you used to dress, how you could find happiness in simpler things like, wearing a hoodie or staying up super late, laughing and enjoying the conversations you had about nothing.

How your heart would ache and want to explode all at the same time.

I often find myself looking back at who I was and who I am now.
How the choices I made without second thought are the ones I wish I could go back and re-evaluate.

Don't misunderstand.
I love who I am now and I know that God has taken me on an insane journey of growth and stretching...But sometimes I long for simple times, to much toasted cheese sandwiches and staying up late making Milo milkshakes.

Trials are good for you, you cannot stay in the same place forever but it would be nice to go back for a day and just enjoy the freedom of reliving the memory.

I also know without a doubt that God's plan is always the best one and although I wonder what may have been.
I know what is, who is and that I am lucky to be where I am now.

I am blessed and highly favoured.